wow boy am i tired i use to stay up for hours passes seven in the moring what happened to me. i miss the old dayz i am so loly i want to get back with mike but he still wantz to bea ki don't get me wrong or anything but maybe i would like a little more mega kissing. aww if only he knew how much i want to express myself to him. well guess that he will never know then will he lol well i am really tired so laterz toddle lou dudes and dudettez

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well everyone i would like to tell you something. i had a bunny named eskimo eski for short and he was the best bunny that i really ever had. well i came home one day to find him in his hutch looking quite sick. he looked like he was going to die. i realized that this was the end of our lives together. i was holding him in my armz and crying in his grey fur. i think that my heart was slowly and painfully being torn apart. my dad got home and saw me. i told him that eskimo was going to die. he called the vet and we rushed him over there. the vet came out and called my name and saw what kind of cotion that eski was in. we both knew that eskimo was going away and never coming back. she took his temp. and left the room. i sat down on the floor crying silently. the vet came back and put a dipar on him and then sat next to me. i knew that this was the end for me and eskimo that we would never see eachother again. she handed me eskimo and i htough bout what was going to happen that eskimo was going to leave me and how i will never cry in his fur again. i think that the vet knew what was going on my mind cause she said "its ok eskimo will be fine" but we both knew the truth the truth that eskimo was going to leave me and leave me for good. well the vet gave eskimo some meds and a shot. We got home and he was place in my room. i ened up sleeping by him. the next to dayz were hell i had to clean up everything in my room and the worst part was that i couldn't even play with eskimo. the next two dayz i woke up to a snezzing sound. afetr a couple of more i realized that it was eskimo and i immedently ran to his aid. i held up his head thinking that he was having troble breathing. I remember saying sofly to him these wordz "eskimo don't leave me you are all i got with out you i will be helpless lost and confused." just as i said that eskimo stopped his eyes slowly shut then stopped halfway. his chest i could feel his heart suddenly stop. my stomage had a knot and my heart suddenly dropped. i told dad what happened. i left school early and took a walk in the woodz with mom and katie (my baby sister who is cute as hell) i got home around 5 and walked in my room. there was a blanket over eskimo's cage that i ended up putting over him. dad came home and asked me where i wanted to put him. i said "next to kyle" (my other rabbit who died) dad took me outside and dug the hole. i lifted the blanket over the cage and stared there looking at the beautiful creature laying there dead. tearz rolled down my face and i silently cryed. i shorly stopped and dad left me alone with eskimo. i bent over landing on my kness on the cold crul ground. i stroked his fur so soft but cold. i kissed him and felt the stiff ness in his body as i walked away as dad put him in his grave the hole that would seperate us and finish out seaperation. tearz rolled down my face as ialked away not looking at the capsole that had the bunny of my life in it. tearz hit the ground and i knew that there was no rabbit that i can cry to or sink my face into today would have been a year today that we would have been together.

hey did you peoplez want to know what a vixen goddess is well here is the defention

vixen goddess- a goddess of love and a goddess of sex helpz poor helpless peope find love. the vixen goddess can't love herself but is reather beautful and she is the expert of breaking hearts!!!

                             thatz the deffention for the vixen goddess enjoy

hey everyone whatz up. i have two blogz now. www.kyle.blogdrive.com and also well this one www.bloodytearz.blogdrive.com well letz see i am looking for a guy that is like sweet,kind,understanding,but yet evil hehe, who is always ganna be there for me even though i can be a little bitch which i normally am. but al the way through i am pretty cool. i think. hehe right now i am in school but i did all of my work so i decided to go on this so well laterz i guess i have to get off toddle lou dudes and dudetts

i have anew blog whoopy anywho my friend or say best friend has been stolen by a walken wanna be . sad but so true anywho hope you like new blog try my other one www.kyle.blogdrive.com